As soon as you’re born they make you feel small
By giving you no time instead of it all
Till the pain is so big you feel nothing at all
A working class hero is something to be

They hurt you at home and they hit you at school
They hate you if you’re clever and they despise a fool
Till [...]

I don’t want to come across completely woo woo But after all the crappy news of late,

Including some really interesting personal news that I am still not completely sure on,   I have been meditating more.

The following is one of my favorite meditations
 I found this quite a while ago on a rainbow family message [...]

 I am leaving in 10 minutes, to go to St. Johns Hospital to the sleep disorders clinic. There they will wire me up and spend the next 8 hours monitoring my sleeping patterns and all that to find why I can’t sleep and when I do why its so unsatisfying.

The ideas of sleep apnea, insomnia, [...]

words written by the Honey Bee that I do think deserve repeating….
 
‘Breathe, Bitch…... Breathe’

You take one look at me,
Don’t like what you see?
Take your opinion home to dinner,
Tell your whole family about me.
Tell your daughter she better never.
Tell your son to stay far away from the likes of me.
I smile.  I have comfort in who [...]

is it admitting to failure, when I say I cant do it any longer?

The 14 hour days are too much…

I do not have any time for anything I am struggling to keep up with my homework and am not getting near enough sleep

But the discipline is still there, I have yet to not get an [...]