I never seem to have enough, I know this blog has been languishing from lack of attention and I am sorry. I realized though, part of my problem is never being sure the level of seriousness I want to maintain here, do I only want to write about those things that bother me and keep [...]

Random stranger to me – “What are you doing with your life?”

Me – “Being”

Random stranger – “Being What?”

Me – “Just Being”

Random Stranger – “I don’t get it.”

Me – “Thats the problem.”

I have been mulling over this post at Kate Hardings the Shapely Prose , for the last couple of days. Its a nicely [...]

So far its been ” Fantastic” as the Doctor would say. My English lit Professor, teaching the class on Herman Mellville’s Moby Dick; has a voice that could almost move me to maybe give christianity another think. Blessed Goddess, I am thankful he is an English lit professor and not a preacher man here to [...]

I am finally fully coming out of a self imposed quasi silent period

*Title a nod to The wonderful Joy Nash

Shapely Prose a Fat acceptance blog that I read had a great article about Self esteem and the fat chick.

Wow did this article set off all sorts of bells for me. The more I thought about [...]

I am hoping that 2008 is a better year then 2007. So much happened this past year, to test my patience and try my soul.
But for all the bad there were lessons to be learned and for that I am forever grateful to the Goddess. She knows when I am ready to take that next [...]

Imagine Peace

I remember being in the car with my mom driving out to my grandparents house in Rogersville. I had been begging her to let me turn the radio to rock 99 the local rock/pop station. She was a hard sell on it, she only ever listened to KTTS, the local country station that [...]

A constant theme through out my life, seeking out both for the lessons they hold.

Of the following I don’ think I need to specify which is which.

The Question is, which one has more people shaking their heads and say ” Thats right!”

Lately I have been feeling stagnant. Its why I haven’t been writing here also why I haven’t been really keeping in contact with those people I care about and love. I have felt on the verge of tears for about a month. Now a few years ago that would have meant more issues with the [...]

The nervous wondering if somewhere out there she is thinking of me. My birthday is only a few days away. Has her mind been on it these last few days? Has she been wondering about me the way I do about her? I am gonna be 38 years old, one of my deepest desires is [...]

The Reaping is over
The Harvest is in
Summer is finished
A new cycle begins

As we move round the wheel towards the coming winter, I feel a presence about me at times. She is old, her eyes have seen so much and yet they have more to witness. I keep going back over in my mind when [...]