It’s the last week of school, next week finals and then my first semester back in over 10 years will be over. Wow…My head hurts. I have been through a lot this semester with moving, figuring out the four of cannot live together, and now looking to move again.
In the middle of all that studying, [...]

Im writing here when I really should be finishing up my group paper for english. Its too damn hot though and the brain doesn’t want to work. I seem to be obsessing about why I am a hard person to know. I burn bridges and lose friends a lot. It hurts terribly but no matter [...]

This whole week has been midterms, so I have been studying studying studying .

I have surprised myself by getting a 79% on my last math test.
This is the test that had me in tears by the end of it. The test that I was sure I had failed.

I think my professor was a bit [...]

I have to wonder what I am doing here… I feel bad I haven’t written but so many things have changed. I have too many things on my plate right now, between school and finding time to be with the Dragon, living with Phishmans widow and her son, helping them. Its all a bit overwhelming [...]

So when you finally decide to focus on making your life better it seems that everyone gets angry.
I give up, since starting down the path to finally putting me first in my life, I have lost many people I thought were my friends. People who seem happiest when they can meddle and stir up trouble. [...]

Once again things are going into boxes and the moving ritual has begun.
I will be back as soon as Internet access has been connected in the new house.
Hope everyone has a good weekend and next week

Tomorrow I go back to school.
I have not been in a class room setting in 12 years.
I am excited and nervous all at the same time.

My last two ventures into Higher learning did not work out as I had planned.
So many other things and experiences got in the way.

Rainbow Gatherings,The Oregon Fair, The Grateful Dead, [...]

This weekend was both a happy and sad one for the Dragon and I, the happy part involved the inspection being done on the house. The inspector was happy to report that all the issues the house has is cosmetic. It is sound and sturdy, has one hell of a heater and amazingly cost [...]

Well just found out the house we are to purchase may be haunted… by the long gone soldiers of the Civil War. The only reason we think it is haunted is every time a photo is taken in the house, all with separate camera’s, there are orbs throughout the pictures.

I have seen some interesting [...]

We have found the house…so this means once again I am moving…

I feel as if I am at the cross roads…

Do I continue on the path I [...]